that's some crazy stuff

My heart won't take this cover up...
Tell me your dreams and your wishes. I dream to be something worth smiling at. I want to be someone that might make some sort of a difference; I want to be loved. I wish the same for everyone else.

Tell me about the craziest thing you've done lately, the stupidest thing you've done lately, the bravest thing you've done lately. Shot a gun, bought a gun… eaten so many twizzlers… Jumped in the nastiest lake I’ve ever seen, and left behind a huge chunk of my life while I did it…

Tell me about your family and the people you love. Tell me about everyone who's made a difference in your life and who you wish would just leave it. My family is composed of some of the greatest people in the world. Along with my friends, I know I don’t deserve them. And there’s Caitlin… shift + comma + three… All of those people have made a difference in my life… my grandfather had been one of the biggest differences, and he still is. I miss him more than anything. There’s not a day that could possibly go by when I don’t see that shell from his 21 gun salute, and fight everything he put in me to keep from crying. I miss my entire family.

Tell me all the things you hate and all the things you cant get enough of. Fighting or arguing, and hatred itself… Love

Tell me about your girlfriend or your boyfriend, tell me about the person you have a crush on. She’s crazy. About me. And I don’t know why. I never will… and she’s been there for me anytime I’ve needed her, even when I haven’t been the same for her. She’s an angel, and my own devil… shift + comma + three

Tell me about the greatest thing you ever did with your friends, tell me about all the memories you never want to get rid of and the ones you never wanted to have. Be with them, and be there for them. I never want to get rid of any of them… they are puzzle pieces to me…

Tell me about all your friends, tell me about the impacts they've had on your life; whether big or small. Tell me about the inside jokes and the times they stood up for you. My friends are my life, so these impacts are anything from laughing with me, to crying with me, and any moment in between… This world is too big to let any memory be too small… Not too much for the inside jokes, a joke is meant to make people laugh, if it’s an “inside” joke, then there’s no point in even calling it a joke… especially if it’s only between a small group… I can’t count the amount of times my friends stand up for me.

Tell me your deepest secret, tell me things you wouldn't even tell your best friend's dog. Tell me all the things you need to get off your chest, the things that weigh you down and plague you with guilt. I already have. As far as that last half goes… You should know all of that nonsense too… I am my own guilt…

Tell me what forever means to you; tell me what love means to you. Forever is anything but short term. And love… love is that head/heart ache that plagues you until you let it be known, and even after…

Tell me the things you wish you could tell everyone else, tell me all the things you want to scream at everyone who's ever let your down, pushed you around or made your life feel meaningless. I’m sorry if I have done something, I never meant to cause anything worth negativity.

Tell me about the people who have done just that to you, tell me about how much they hurt you and how badly you want to hurt them. I wouldn’t be me without the bruises, I’d love to hurt them, but I have to thank them too.

Tell me what you love to do and tell me what you want to do. I love to be with friends, I love to play music, and I love to be looked up to. Because to me, that means that I can never be too good for someone…

Tell me what inspires you and what puts you down. Inspiration is agony, my grandfather did his best to put me through hell before I made decisions that got me there for myself. Anything negative puts me down.

Tell me what makes you happy and what makes you cry. I like smiles, smiles make me happy, love makes me happy… and tears… That someone lingering around, when they know how much you miss them.

Tell me what sets you off and tell me what calms you down. Anyone or anything hurting my loved ones… and on the same note, my loved ones… music, and my cat… I’m sure there are more in there…

Tell me everything.

Shift + , + three = love

*hug*